MUSICIAN

Sheena AkA Naz
19th July 1986
Cancerian
friendsheena@hotmail.com(msn)
dramagal4eva@yahoo.com(friendster)

WISHES

AccOuStic GuItaR
NeW SHaDes
LeArn OthER InStRumEnts
LearN dRiVing
TrAveLLing
BuNgeE JuMp
SkY-diVe

MEMORIES

; 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
; 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
; 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
; 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
; 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
; 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
; 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
; 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
; 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
; 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
; 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
; 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
; 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
; 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
; 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
; 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
; 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
; 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
; 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
; 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
; 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
; 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
; 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006
; 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
; 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007
; 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007
; 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007
; 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007
; 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007
; 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007
; 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007
; 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007
; 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007
; 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008
; 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008
; 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008
; 03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008
; 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008
; 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
; 06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008
; 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008
; 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008
; 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008
; 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008
; 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008
; 12/01/2008 - 01/01/2009
; 06/01/2009 - 07/01/2009

TALKINGS




COMPOSERS

ChengYao
JingTing
PeiLing
HuiJun
Vivian
ZhiXin
HongYi
Yee Teng
Yu Feng

FiSh
Casilda
Heng

Sio
Kelvin

Shahmen

HuiYi
JeAnNiE
Scandalous bakgua
Mock gua
loong bakgua

WenJing

NPS
SAG
Bey Yan

CREDITS

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; Picture

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

The cow has moved to the other side of the grass. U can locate that blob at http://milkthatcow.wordpress.com/.

12:37 AM

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Different pple appreciate different festive occasions, and i for one, really fancy christmas alot. hahaha. I love the idea of giving and sharing what u have with others and all. Also, i DO count the 12 days of christmas, altho' it eats into my sch reopening (shucks) and things like tt. haha.

Went to kallang leisure park for dinner @ koufu and ice skate on xmas eve. Had creamy chicken pasta for dinner (for the western cuisine feel) and ice skate (to replace the frosty winter). haha. it was overall v fun as long as the company is enthu. haha. Nice.



Decided to save some money so decided to potluck @ my place on xmas day itself. Finally had Mac's breakkie again! And made sandwiches and salad. We all brought nice simple food and played many games, including games like eno stacko...monopoly world edition (i won twice in a row!), finger twister etc etc. haha..v v fun. Nice.





Heard the news of old clubhse tearing down some time ago, and i felt nth. Yest, I was reminded tt family concert was today and suddenly it struck me tt i wanna go down and have a last look of it. I wanna go down and watch the concert and be able to walk back a familiar path down Lt26, across the convention hall, and back to an old creaking door at level 2 of blk 72, a place where i used to hang out practically everyday in my poly days.

We 1st saw Ian at the LT greeting us, giving out phamplets. Felt abit diao-ed actually but this old scene somehow started the nite cos he was always there for my performances altho' we aren't v appreciative souls when we were under him back then. haha. Sat with like 3 rows of old nps-ians. Read thru' the song list and boy was i surprised tt i've played 9/15 songs tt they are gonna play. Scanned acrossed the room and no sign of Alex. sighz. Watched the 1st half of the performance and was disappointed as before. I promised to give NPS 2 chances to redeem themselves cos i was a nobody once and NPS accepted me and made part of who i m today and i will remb tt. it was when many fascinating things got started. It was then i realised they kept repeating our old songs cos the juniors lacked the music knowledge and skills. Thus, they kept repeating our repertoire cos no one introduced to them OTHER songs. Luckily, valerie and shah who were the emcees made up for it. Thumbs up to their slapsticks who made the atmosphere livelier.

After intermission, i saw a white pure, rounded figure and my heart pounded. Alex came. Was he prepared for the better show? Cos, the 2nd half of the performance got better. haha. However, a strange thing, he wasnt really a guest. Perhaps he wanted to be unknown. He was sitting with no one. At a corner of the LT alone. He cheered on every song. So far, we have seen nps drifting away from us and juniors who nv came to mix and blend with seniors. On the other side of the coin, things may not be so as i saw today. The ending few songs were mixed with singing and it was great. The song was simple, the singing was good, and the audience were smiling. NPS performers went on stage tgr and swayed and sang and clapped. From the corner, I saw Alex clapping on every beat happily with them. He was really enjoying. That old man, our very old man, was really enjoying every second of this song. I've heard tt he retired from many places but his heart was still here. Somehow to me, at that split second, i knew tt at least the nps spirit is still living on well. What we all wanted, was the never failing bonds btw nps members. We are a family and we shld be one. Altho' things may nt be as glorious or successful as we made it to be when we were members, it doesn't really matter to many, at least not to our v own benefactor Alex, cos he gave us the drive to start our beautiful stories which became wonderful memories, and what he wanted to see in return, apart from aspiring guitarists, was only pure good old fashioned friendships and bonds between every single nps peep. What he wanted was their pure love for music, and friends.

The only thing tt i was abit heartbroken was tt, i saw Alex sitting at the corner alone, and when the concert ended, he was v v v glad to see the enthu club members cheering still, but he slipped away ALONE. No one saw him leaving and he left the club to enjoy whilst he took his leave. Perhaps the newer batch may never understand our love for our old man, cos he was nv too close to them due to health or time committment problem, but he's significance shld nv have been erased nor blurred.

What i see now may nt be a very competitive and successful way to build a club, but the future is all in their hands. As long as the spirit nv dies, i believe things will get better, and i hope they do, regardless whether or not i m still actively updated of the club. haha...I just know i m proud to be an ex-Ngee Ann Poly Strings & Guitar Ensemble member, and always will be. I went back too with some others to take some photos be4 the clubhse's gone and to our fav. old hangout, Alameen for dinner. All this, i will treasure dearly forever. =P

5:09 PM

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Holidays are meant for us to catch up with old pals, have good rests, and enjoy the festive occasions that happen to fall in that period. This time round, i really got the privilege to do just that and it feels good. I m gonna be a good kid and try to get a job the next long hols but this time, take it as a break ba. haha...



This tao huay night was quite cool. Went to rochor's famous tau huay stall to have supper. ordered hot beancurd, doughstick, and cold beancurd drink. i couldn't finish cos i cant really eat tt much but this long aim is finally accomplished as i said i wanted to eat this for a v long time. nice...



Chalet was overall quite fun too lar. There were hiccups here and there but thx for the pple who organised this chalet too. it was a nice meetup for many actually. Happy birthday too to all the dec babies. may u grow wise and smarter, prettier or more handsome as the days go by.





Another long awaited prawning trip came true. Went with few nps peeps and my sec sch pals. it was nice too. nps peeps made it really cool as it was a mini celebration for weiling's bday. sec sch pals really gave me a sense of warmth again as we chat abt many stuffs that we once had and it gave a new sense of comeback as we haven't had such chance since years back as now everyone is either busy, flying everywhere, or working. haha. thx dearies.




M02 peeps are not forgotten as well. Managed to squeeze a dinner cum settlers' trip last min and glad u few could all come. thx for being so onz. Even tho' it was just a mere few hrs, it was all fun and laughters. thx for being so onz for forfeits too! hahaha...



Last min managed to rush to meet dj and few for ktv pubbing tt nite. Had some fun playing poker cards, dices and hand games. haha..stayed till bout 3am and sang a song like be4 we left when i was slpy and shagged out alr. LOl. in christmas mood alr.




This day, managed to meet ht and jean for dinner after doing my stuffs too. went to novena to meet and ate yami yogurt! hahah..after which met ht and her hk frens for famous bak kut teh at Balestier cos her frens wanna try it. haha. Miss u all so much. heh heh.


Went out yest for a short xmas outing and it was a tiring day! Went lavender army market, nt knowing its closed on mons =.= so went golden mile and guess wad i found! My old game casettes set!!! My controllers are spoilt and so i cant play them. U noe those mario games and bomber man and stuff. Those games like 10years ago? I found them! At only 20+ bucks. So i bought them. Hurray!!! Haha. went to sentosa for some rides and chillin' at the beach till evening and headed to jp for dinner and shopping~ Bought a pair of branded shoes for sch @ a fantastic deal. And got my 1st xmas pressie! Yeah~ ^^ Wanted to rushed to city hall cotton on but we were too late. So, to end the day, we walked to bugis, had a drink at kfc and reviewed our purchases and headed home. Woohoo. Fantastic day. haha. Got feverish after tt cos i caught the rain but i m not gonna fall sick! I will get well to welcome santa. heh heh.

"merry merry christmas! happy 18th. & happy happy pressies for u~"

4:01 PM

Monday, December 08, 2008

fun activities have just been rushing thru and its cool, its cool!

met many frens for gatherings and all tt i cant recall all my outings alr and only took pics for some.

GE outing to Escape theme park was fun due to the company but the weather just like to make fun of us. haha. the sun was shining so brightly and 5min after we entered escape and took our 1st thrill ride, bham!!! thunder, lighting , heavy rain. luckily we got a bunch of jokers to liven the atmosphere. played most rides, won 2 fluffys, 大大 and 小小 our 1st 2 GE babies. haha. Went to T3 to eat Popeyes for dinner and celebrated Monchee's bday with a new strawberry yogurt cheesecake from secret recipe. Delicious and stuffed man. lOl. Ended the night playing games and all slacking at T1's viewing gallery. =P







Finally decided to go rollerblading after a loooong period and the sun's good too! SO i went and it was fun too! Mr. Sun was also v good to us as it was v v cloudy at first but when we went to blade, the sun came out! HoHO. Haiyo, but I think my skill v lan liao T.T


One of my gluttony days was when I met my sp pal to slack at his place. watched nim's island. had nice ice cream prata at a 24hrs stall in hougang. the teh halia and milo dinosaur also v zan too. the amt they give quite alot yet the price is cheap. so cool. oh on a funny note, we went to eat light dessert awhile b4 tt and a fly lost control due the strong fan speed and drown in my fren's desert. lOl. we ended its life by slamming a spoon of almond jelly on the poor fly. hoho. at nite, our dinner was the white chicken rice and thai fried tofu near his place. quite nice also.




went for a genting trip with my family to celebrate dad's bday. it was v fun too and the fact tt RM expands my pocket purchasing power by 2 compared to SGD makes my day much brighter alr. hoho. Played both outdoor and indoor theme parks and the temp out there is soo cool. its been a while since i've experience such cool weather! haha. did last min shopping and bought 2 tops. went to the Ripleys' musuem and the ktv and their arcade was heaven. So huge and the games ranged from the new games we see at our arcade now to the ones we played last time tt we accumulate tix for toy redemptions. Happy 58th bday dad. hoho.





The next few meetings were so cool cos i also get to meet old pals alr! Went to my sec sch pal's house for steamboat dinner. Wow, tis group the guys always prepared the gathering and we few gals just go and eat. haha. Had a great time chatting and they wanted mj but i wasn't prepared to stay long after dinner so i ren! anyway they got 4 kakhis tt day alr. haha. End up....*drums roll*...i met my pri sch flag eraser pal who came to pick me up and we headed of to east coast to chill!!! Its damn fun lar. Woohoo. Been ages and we still can chat like we are the bestest pals..chat till 3am den we set off home. Haha..it must've been our honesty and sincerity to our friendship tt brought us so far man. Who can guess flag eraser pals can go tis far. Rock on my fren! Oh yar, met dal..sarah and few for dinner too and our hilarious time at the arcade after tt was wonderful too! haha...

Yest went to meet another sec sch pal to do her xmas shopping and it was like a 1 man show lor. =.= I was walking ard, shopping like v high den she v sian..like duno wad to buy. No wonder ask me out to help her. Luckily my high-ness influenced her to be more enthu after awhile. but phew was it tiring. haha...i bought my xmas cards too! must start writing soon liao. We separated in the evening and met him for dinner after jalan-ing, we decided to go minds cafe to try out and......*another drums roll* sotong was there; to scare us. I was laughing after tt cos she stood outside the place staring at us and he commented tt it was normal cos between us was the glass walls and it seemed like we are watching sotong in a tank. hur hur hur.

all these hoo-hah and frequent outing gave my cells a scare i think. so i was down for a slight fever and sore throat now. Boohoo. but i still needa go out and get some stuffs...so down the pills if needed and u germs get away from me! its a festive occasion!





8:20 PM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Holz been fun.

Sat was a surprise combo. yang, alvin and jon came over my place. Its like wow! haha...alvin came earliest..yang cabbed here so forgave him, but tt lousy jon, he was...2.5hrs late!!! See hw guys can drag their time more than girls? He's lucky its at my place and its holz now. lol. Played dai dee...watched tv..had dinner and mahjong! haha...it was a new combination too. haha..tot it wud be weird but hoho..lotsa jokes and laughter. Heng heard the combo and said yang and i bully the 2 lor..but no lor..2nd round jon's power showed lor. Lol. Overall no nett lost. LOl. They stayed till 2+am and yang wanted to psycho me to cont at his place cos he wanted to watch soccer but i refused cos i've got family lunch next day. So conclusion? We went down mac to chit-chat till 4+am den they cabbed to his place to slack further while i went hm. HoHO.

Sun was a mini busy day. Went to eat lunch, den to gran's hse. Been a long time since i've visited. She looks much stronger and healthier now. Hai, the whole yr was a tough yr for my aunties who took care of her. She has been frequently ICU and the tows from the routine tired all of them out. Luckily she was blessed to be better. Watched some tv with her, spoke to her with my broken cantonese and kinda stared out at the sea for a long time (their place was near east coast). Went home to rest for 30min and heng weiling and cong came for mj! haha..played for quite a while den heng say we were quite quiet and i tot we were quite ok. Think all the jokes at the mj table ran out after 2 days. Lol. but it was ok lar...nt total silence..just occasional silence. We hav 1 mth to make things rite! hhahahahahah...it was my lucky day, won quite alot. hoho.

Then yest went to shop for some essentials. bought my 2009 diary! Woohoo. my secretary. its so impt. den...repaired my old watch and bought a new one for 5 bucks at bugis street. haha..and bought a new backpack. hehe...guess wad, its purple again. lOl. the shop uncle was like, u like happy bags huh. i was like, y? and he say cos its purple ma... maybe he meant it was gay...and gay = happy. hope it will last my hostel life for more than a yr? haha..bought my white musk too. enough for tt day. meant only to go out and have lunch with him and who noes. reach hm and by noon my WHOLE family's back, incl my sis. So we played...erm...yeah..played..and i was forced to watch Saw V online with her. Eww. i could die. i screamed duno how many times. =.= Slpt from 10pm like tt till 5am...cos slpt too much, den woke for an hr plus and went back to slp till 9am today. Pig AGAIN.

Pack 75% of my room till 3pm. wow. and got frustrated when i decided to rest at 3pm and mum came in with MORE junk to ask me to pack from my sis room to my room. and why is tt so? SHE NEEDED THE SPACE. rubbish. den why she can clutter MY space when she wants MORE space. hai. Staying hm also cannot be left in peace. wanted to just stay hm today end up still got pulled out to chill with some ntu buds. haha..Eppy gg back, so we gotta meet for dinner be4 he fly off tml. End up was v fun lar. Only 5 of us today cos it was so last min, like 1.5hrs be4 den decided to meet, but yeah. had dinner + watch quantum of solace. Nv did i imagine i wud watch it but eppy wanna watch and he was the boss today. hahaha...as usual...not my cup of tea. But yeah. LOl...cant wait for Sat with more of 'em. hope it will be super fun. hekhek. *die pocket full of holes*




more more more to come....burn burn burn a hole....bo swee lar...haha...

1:35 AM

Friday, November 21, 2008

Yes. Bless the lord, muack muack muack muack muack. Everythings over. The bad has gone and only good things will come. christmas...outings..shoppings..movies...whatever. u name it, i'll do it. haha.

Brief recap abit on my inspection of my papers: 1 good, 2 average, 1 bad.
1 bad means no time to finish, means duno how to do, and means careless mistakes, altogether. quite disappointed cos i quite like org. chem. its so like grasp-able? is there even such a word? haha..but the methods are so vast tt my knowledge isn't well manipulated i guess. T.T on the brighter side, the 1 quite well done may give my results a hope of a good grade. however, its nt my core mod. its bio. always makes me wonder if this is the course i shld really take after such things happen. Bio is like my forte, my strength, seen it thru' my poly course, which nv really failed me. I m in Chem now, which gives me panick attacks every single time i take a paper or read abt it. Shld we ever just breeze thru' life, or shld we
take a wrong path and make it right? The forever lamenting me seemed to have chosen the latter and trying hard now to create my own sparks.

2 mediocre papers. my crime paper + my inorg. chem. crime paper too many readings too little effort to it. I tot i could breeze thru my ss paper with my crap, but the readings can mount to a hill. Hand-picked 1 qn and wham, bull's eye. Heng. But other sections v cui. my inorg. chem duno wad to say also. Everyone thinks its ok, i think its sucky. Its nt hard, its jus nt my interest. same like sth i've taken in poly. Everyone tot it was fine. I disliked the mod, the learnings and the lecturer. And my hatred got the better of me, i scored a C for tt. LOl. It better nt be e same for this..or else..^&$^%%@^. ha..

On another note, went to barney's bday in btw my finals. Happening as usual, that party boy. Made a night event with his frens, snacks, booze and happening music. It was fun overall. U GOTTA call me UR pal when i risk it all to come and rock my nite away instead of swimming in my books lar! and u made me do it twice in a row, last yr and this yr! U darn purple thang! haha. Didn't managed to get u to do all the forfeits cos u were sooo busy and in a half-drunk state but its orite, i had my fun. how can we let u off so easily without playing pranks rite? I noe u enjoyed it too. haha.. Happy 21st. tw, i love ur dad and his baby disco balls idea. Lol.




Currently, I m enjoying the freedom i've regained. haha. BUt i m savoring it slowly, bit by bit. I dun wanna party all at 1 shot and kill my zest as well as my pocket. lOl. Ended for 3 days alr, and i've been tasting every moment of it and its sweet. heh heh.

Wed after finals in the noon i went to chill with sch-mate, enjoying slow walks in city hall and finally resting our feet at coffee bean..chatting of nothings is best when u have a nice companion ard actually. haha..Then had dinner with her and him..chatted awhile more, den back home. Decided to spend my ever 1st time with my family. Watched tv and listen to them talk for quite awhile, catched up with my xing guangs and dance shows den slp. Nice
bed. Loving it. And i SLEPT TILL 1pm. ok, i slpt ard 5am. BUT..i was a pig. haha..did some packing, and made some desserts for family and all. hehe. it was heavenly tasting but terribling sinful. lOl.



WhaT say u with double-layered choc cake and mango puddings and choc almond biscuits?


Today i went to the national musuem!!! Sounds boring? NAh, u all shld be more CULTURED baby and dive into the artistry unit for a second baby. Come breathe the air of the Arts and u will noe wad i'm talking abt. Its uber fun. The fun thing is also u get to enjoy lotsa areas of art, and the technology is making things so smooth tt u can just go ALONE cos u have personal guided tours. Come try it urself. Woohoo. share some interesting ones here.

Luggages...Jailbirds..birdcages..bicycles..and cute spects..sounds fun to run!

Check out what "he" saw from tt peephole?
Saw my surname? and sexy vespa...



An exhibit abt still life. Recording STILl images from LIVE moving pple and creatures. Some creepy some excellent. See e man breathing in operation, man devouring raw meat, live panther and sexy brad pitt in his assassin's abs.

Random pics too. ANd yes, the chairs on ur top right are tilted. Smooth baby i got dizzy.


There are light plans tml too soo.....stay tuned. hehe...i m abso-freakin-lutely loving it. =pPp


"Yes indeed happy 17th, or i may think so. =) "














11:46 PM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

2 days to horror.

y are the topics all so tough. i wanna suck my notes dry, inside out, upside down, burn it up and drink it, or whatever, just let it fuse in me.


syndromes of stress creeping in:

1. woke up to sweep, mop, clean, pack hostel room + washing of clothes and bedsheets. (again)

2. tried clicking on my mouse to flip the page of my notes on paper.

3. multiple trips to the toilet.

4. spontaneous slp attacks

5. hunger pangs at un-human time

6. panick attacks every now and then


reasons of why my tolerance running low for my hall-residents:

1. inconsiderate daily mahjong sessions till over 4am in the morning (when its BLOODY exam period now)

2. inconsiderate daily screaming and shouting across corriders till wee hrs

3. inconsiderate frequent blasting of tv from the rooms

4. inconsiderate bunking of their frens of opposite sex in their rooms (occasional is fine, but its often)

5. ill-disciplined JCRC comm that creates hall disorganisation


current plans after exams (more to be added) :

1. dive back into guitar

2. recommit to "theme hospital" or try "spore"

3. colour and highlight my hair (my hair has been black since be4 exams which is nt me)

4. send my 1st guitar husband for repair (the bridge flew apart)

5. meet up with frens + get involved in some activities

6. go genting to celebrate dad's bday

7. catch up with the world


i doubt i m gonna work. holiday is too short. suffered too much. but how to survive without cash?


By the way, i know many of u peeps out there are having ur november birthdays soon but it falls ALL along my exam dates (damn). Hereby wishing u all a big fat happy birthday k. Have a smashing celebration~



"i just wanna play my music all night long"

12:41 AM

Monday, November 10, 2008

sleepyhead just gotta get going.
sleepyhead just gotta get going.
sleepyhead just gotta get going.

3 days to finals. i m in 60% mode only. Mugging with friends in hall give me motivation but desperation too. Cos' they are doing past yr papers whilst I'm reading thru notes of the 1st time even. Its hilarious to study with them. I do stupid things too. DUnno if i can show the clips here i try. Superdumb.

These are a few pics to show my boredom...


Some room in school trying to mug and doing stupid stuff


And some videos...


Video 1: Poking teasers


Video 2: Opening marshmallows. V dumb (must tilt head)

Video 3: Me poking pple

Video 4: Silly influence


I m stressed yes. That is a statement, a fact, a truth. Its not fully shown yet. Wait till next wk when my teeth grow out. My papers are on 13th, 17th and 19th Dec. 2, 1, 1 papers per day respectively. Don't disturb me then. AFTER tt, heh, looking forward. my parents just came back from a 2D1N kelong thingy..like not too bad...who wanna go with me? quite cheap, quite an experience, if go..i want 3D2N. think travel lodging and food all included, less than 200? den got some special optional tours like fireflys. mushroomy farm and crabbing or wad...haha. actually now exam dampen my mood but yar..jus mentioning 1st. ha.

THey bought crabs and fish..damn fresh! Had chilli crab and sambal fish for dinner. really yummy. But cholestrol ar..haha..Becos they went away, i was home alone. So i did wad a filial daughter would do. I started going crazy in the middle of the night. so i mopped the floor and clean the stuff at 4am. Then awhile later when to slp. Next day...went to make my meal..water the plants..wash clothes, iron clothes..boil water..LOl. so the seafood treat was worth it for them huh. hah. i had a bad headache just now. wanted to eat panadol, end up after tt till now feel so giddy and i suddenly get it. i ate my dad's sugar control medi by mistake. And its a bloody 850mg per tablet dosage. I m so gonna puke now...and i drank chinese tea...dunghead. gonna get my carbon cubes to save me if i feel my bp or glucose lvl running too low. Stupid. lol. in hall now anyway, felt too comfy at home.


OK...gonna read thru' abit before deciding shld i pop carbon pills and go to bed.

*Pls. pardon me for the repetitive images of the vid, i'm lazy to correct it.


Gone with the exams, my book just had to slam.
Once and for all,
I'd move an inch to let things fall.

Creeping near the wall,
ears stick through the pores,
they hear the passing wind say,
make sure you let the judges pay.

The clock relentlessly ticking,
my heart starts panicking,
Its now one forty-one,
I bet i'm not the only one.

At last to end the night,
I schemed through the last slide,
Ask me for my next desire,
Nothing more but dreaming of my future empire.

12:41 AM

Monday, October 27, 2008

Just bathed and smelling nice and fresh. 滑滑的皮肤, 香香的头发...OoOoo *陶醉* Siao za bor.
Its been such a dreamy sunday. 昏昏沉沉. woke at like 11.30am after i snoozed all my 3 alarms (1 alarm clock + 2 hp alarms), can u believe it? I have been doing it involunteerily as a natural reflex for a couple of times plus today and i m so NOT liking it. Its a dangerous and fatal act. Haha.

Woke finally to start work early but the momentum wasn't there. My horribly hard midterm paper is on tue and i tot i had time to study but the concepts are so hard tt i cant get it. Walked ard my hse, munched on snacks and do all i can to keep myself awake but i still dozed off in the end. Guess how i KNEW i was aslp? I can still laugh while typing this out. 1st time was when i read read read..then realize, eh! How come got storyline of sth exciting..then realised i was dreaming alr. 2nd time was when i was reading then ..how come so dark, no words! Then i realised, HUH..i closed my eyes alr. Finally i succumbed to slpyness and took a nap. >.<

Woke to study nt long den dad asked to go for dinner. FYI, mum went Vietnam for holiday and "cheated" me to go home when i had the intention of staying in hall. went for dinner and came back to finally get so hyper and studied abit. Was getting restless and decided to set disgusting target for myself, which is to only be allowed to bathe AFTER i have done at least page sth sth of my textbook. Yes, it worked, tho' i'm not sure whether or not the info really went into the brain. But STILL. heh heh.

Oh, must mention last sat! Cos i was looking forward to the gathering. Haha. Played mahjong..won a nett profit of $18~ Bwahaha..horoscope guessed right, mini windfall~ hahah..Then the Wii session was hilarious. Ah Zor's cooking was nice and simple and this gathering made up for the looong wk at school. However, half of the winnings ended up in taxi uncle's pocket and i fell aslp soon after i reached home. Lol. BUT, it was still all worth it. Woohoo. More more more!

Eh, i didnt mention tt last last wk after the LSCT reunion I went to sing k at party world and to save $, we decided to sing at the open lounge. WAH Seh!!! haha...quite fun and quite an experience. The computer buttons were all different, and we can only change keys at the counter which is so ma fan so end up singing limited songs. Also, becos so many pple walk in and out or stand there and WATCH us sing, we were so afraid to throw face at 1st tt we only picked songs tt we had more confidence in. Hahah..felt so miserable and finally we just like 豁出去 le! Just sang super high songs and just didnt care when we sang outta tune. lOl.Definitely a good place to 壮胆 and train to perfection man, the judges are the passer-bys. hahA.

Anyway, tml's Deepavali. HoHo. Happy Holidays for those who can afford it. I have to camp with my Inorganic textbook. OK, rest enough. Hello textbook....come to mama.

Some pics i promised...


This is LSCT reunion and the open lounge I went to after walking ard in town after lsct reunion..lol...

And YES! Noorin's Bday. Haha. See my less than $10 bucks materials for sabotage plan. lOl. The lovely cake personally made by SHEENA. Blueberry cake+mayo+curry+chilli+wasabi+choc! Our Happy pic before the sabotage and game time...hehhehe...

First, jump into the pool in ur skirt and get the balloon and corn inside the pook. Then Burst the balloon UNDERWATER..yeah..noe how tough it is? Hahah..Then read ur 2nd clue. But Oppx! Its wet..so try to decipher it..or do a FORFEIT! HHAha...yeah..OK..smash the watermelons on urself with sound effects..Oooooo. haha..And find ur 2nd clue..to get..tied up at the pillar! Whahah..and its feeding time...smile and eat! If u cant guess rite..eat 1/4 of the WHOLE cake..which u did! hahaah...Then..coke and flour bathing time~

FInally! Time for some REAL CAKE~ (and she was still afriad tt the 2nd cake has mayo coating on it! hahah) Nopez dear, its a REAL cake..but u will..still get smashed. hAHha..Nevertheless, its worth it cos u have got ur SPECIAL us! PLus ur ferrari red jacky manZ! Happy 21st! =)))

2:52 AM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Sorry to all readers out there, i SO didn't know my last update was 7th Sept, which is like...almost 2 mths from now? I Still got the cheek to say SOME pple and i got slammed back here with molds and all already. Retribution. Lol.

Don't really know hw to start my updates alr, but u all can already guess the 4 letter word to describe it all. No, not vulgarities lar. Its B-U-S-Y. Have gotten back my 1st midterm results, some did ok and some did sucky. My brain go against the norm one, the paper that failure rates damn high, i scored ok, the paper that MANY pple easily score 85% and above, i scored v v v badly. pai mia sin (meaning hard life) >.<

then i got a midterm break in btw somewhere in end sept that was burnt by a module tt i had to take, everyday 8+am to 6+pm, with 3huge assg and this 1wk credit unit is equivalent to my 1 sem credit unit. Sucky timing to take tt module, know why? Cos tadah! 2nd round of midterm exams start not long after it. No break at all wor.

However, all work and no play make sheena a dull girl. Thus, Sheena HAS to play and relax! So, I still made it for NPS camp which i jio-ed quite a no. of seniors back (din noe response was so ok) haha..and we had fun talking and slacking. I missed the camps and bonding and i too, am looking forward to e dec chalet. hur hur. Oh, and i returned my fren a BIG 21st bday favour by giving her her combo treatment after she tortured me at my bday last yr. lol. Met up several peeps for dinner and movie and coffee and mahjong too. That's the least i could do and tt's how i squeeze my timing cos i cant afford a whole day out to play! hahah. ACCOMODATE to my FINITE freetime k?!?! haha..

oh i went back NP for LSCT reunion too. Thought it was a big thing, end up it was really more like underestimated food and old school reunion with horrible KIDS performances (bad singing and silly magic tricks). But ok lar. NP gave me great memories, so i shall forgive on that. =P

2nd round of midterm exams are still going on. The papers are DAMN tough. REALLY VERY tough. And the % is high. Dammit. 1 more midterm to go next tue,and then, NO! NO BREAK. FINAL EXAMS. #%$*&% THANKS SCHOOL, FOR THE UNDYING EXAMS THAT IS CONSTANTLY IN MY LIFE. I LOVE IT. >.<

For ur info, i m still kept under control. I still hav more to say, and photos to post. But let this be the prelude to more to come. OK, 11.55pm, study time.

12:07 AM

Sunday, September 07, 2008

i cant do my updates fast enough as my time swift by. *groans*

worked at comex '08 for 2.5days selling Toshiba laptops. I must say this new series of lappies seem to be one of good specs and affordable price. Comex was 4 days and i only went down on the 2nd, 3rd half, and 4th day. Nice of boss to allow such arrangements. haha. This was also the 1st time i worked at comex without any usual khakis with me. However, the pple this time round was also fun and cool. Managed to make this experience a blast too.

my 3rd half day leave was due to the fact tt i rushed and squeezed thru massive crowds of pple from Suntec convention to DBS audi for Virtuoso '08. I guess the saying of "台上一分钟,台下十年功" always stayed true. I must say tt i went there to support my frens, but i was disapppointed with the overall. Much more can be done to make it an excellent show. Instead, I saw panicking, frantic situations, loads of waiting time, and cranky light masters. To my frens, thanks for the effort of putting up the show. My support for u all will be there, bt pls do jiayou for the next time k? my loyalty for NPS nv fade becos of my wonderful experience there, so work hard and rock on. Anticipating for a BIG BANG on Virtuoso '09. =P

lab in school has also nv been as pathetic as now. I m v definite that I m going to write an extremely detailed complain letter to my direct Prof. about them. Most of them are just lumps of lard who does nt but create trouble. They make us enter the lab late everytime (we alr have NO time in that 6hr lab), becos they went for breakfast and got in late. Then they themselves are so unfamiliar with the instruments place or procedures that everytime we ask them questions, they either say "Don't know, why not u ask the Blue TA." or "How would i noe?". Then when u make a mistake, they either scold u, making the lab atmosphere an instant toxic one, or they would giggle and laugh at u WITHOUT really helping u to SOLVE or SALVAGE the prob. Every wk they even BOTHER to create a "bad behaviour" list to mark pple who make mistakes but why do they NOT use their freakin brains to think why on earth would we b in such a mess if their presence were USEFUL.

Also, they fancy having lunch ALTOGETHER, meaning 1 or 2 hrs of lab hours u will not see even a shadow of ANY TA, meaning if we were to bomb the lab, they wouldn't even noe. Sometime me and others would even catch them switching off the lights in the supposely TA room to HINT that they are not ard but from aNOTHER corner they are sneaking lunch INTO LAB to EAT (which u r NOT suppose to) and watch tudou.com or youtube.com! An when u knock the door for a favor, they will etiher ignore u, or come out and scold u. WTH. The grumbles can just go on and on and yet, its nt even equivalent to the miseries they gave us. And yet, they are paid $30-$40 an HOUR. Give me tt money and i CAN show u how u shld EARN it the PROPER way.

tml onwards will be my 1st series of midterm tests. stressed. I have alot to catch up, and 1 thing I was happy abt was that performances just keep rolling in but cos its too last min, we always had to do it ourselves. Meaning learn new songs and perform immediately. Tiring, time-consuming and eating up my revision time. Hope things get better. As for midterm, I have to just try.

tml inorganic chem midterm. still having a huge headache on the slides i m reading. wish me luck.

11:43 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008

Went to watched Wall.E on Sat. It was great. Simple and meaningful plot.

On 1 hand, it is a show to warn humans how fragile our Earth is, and how are we actually modernizing for the comfort of mankind yet self-destructing our planet. On the other hand, it shows the humane side of everything, humans, and even robots can experience emotions too. The autopilot technology, space-living, thin growing into fat lumps, and the total virtual communication part are hilarious yet realistic enough. The AI overwhelming humans part are also fake but daunting enough. Nice. An animation worth watching. :)

Today was also the closing ceremony of the Beijing Olympics 2008. Splendid and smart. It wasn't too exaggerated yet it still managed to capture the essence of the game spirit and integrate chinese arts into the performance. The opening and closing ceremonies are both an eye-opener for me. This is an example of great fusion. The whole way of presentation by land performance, hanging performance, screen performance also created a sort of full 360 degrees visual and interactive view for the spectators. Great job. I applause the effort. Pple who are interested in the next Olympics in 2012, I think it can be much anticipated as the preview of the London Olympics shown just now also showed that they have got what it takes to be host. haha.

Oh, pardon me for being extra random, Victoria Secrets fashion show has gorgeous models and the aire of the grande baby. haha.

Back to reality, lects and tuts will soon fill my week again. But this wk will be bombastic too. Tuts and lab reports are due as soon as tue. Yet, I will be having many meetings and activities and also, will be working at Comex 2008 at Suntec on 29/8 - 31/8. This means that I will be skipping a day of lesson, and rushing halfway from Comex on Sat to catch NPS Virtuoso. I don't know who's gonna watch it but I still wanna go for it, before my feelings for it fade away. haha...Tell me if anyone of u are gg. hoho.

Aitez. Gonna rest. Just struggled through a short notes-reading. Gotta reach boonlay @ 9am. Need wakey at 6.30am. Ciaoz.





"Reminders turned into smiles and joy. Nice.

2:22 AM

Friday, August 22, 2008

Some pple really can come up with hilarious msn nicks. I was scrolling down the list and reading the nicks of pple when 1 caught my eye.

"I need more mitochondria" - oh come on. haha. I couldn't help but burst out in laughters when I saw the nick. In layman terms, it meant the person needs more energy but as a science std, its really really funny. I moved my cursor to the nick to see who wrote such a comical thing and realised its a school-mate. It made me laughed even harder. Oh boy, NTU really knows how to tire people out.

As far as I know, many of my friends, including me are already sleep and energy deprived. haha. It so happens that its ONLY the 3rd wk or so of school.

School. Welcome wk. Recruitment, Auditions. Lesson plans. Practices. School work is enough to boggle up my brain, less is needed to be said when more apparent things can be seen. I have nt been slping for days. And I admit, yes, that I am nt that young already. My body can't take it. Practically cant focused in class and my days just float by. Crumbling inside while standing out like a girl of steel most of the time.

Give me back my time. Or else, I need more mitochondria.

11:48 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

BACK FROM TIOMAN TRIP~~~

Yes, the trip's over and its fun. We finally got to gg for this short trip after lots of talking. Haha. Photos are definitely gonna say much more than my talking so here it is.

We had to creep outta bed like wee hours to set off but all u can see are grins on our faces. Partially becos we had quite nice company and the trip became REAL. haha..


We got there finally after a long long ride, to know from a silly uncle that there is basically NOTHING MUCH INTERESTING there, as he quoted. We refused to believe him...so...we created activities! haha..


The snorkel "training" we had earlier was put to good use as we were left to snorkel on our own when we were out at the reefs after that. haha...the fish really tot we were food huh. Horrible fish just nibbled us off as we feed them bread. Lol. But we had lotsa fun. Went to 2 places to snorkel. 1st place we see more corals and small colourful fish. The 2nd place we see HUGE fISH that we re-considered and decided NOT to FEED them cos they snap the food outta u in seconds like pirannas! Can u imagine? and Heartless pals can still attack us by throwing bread near us while we snorkel..U noe who u were man....ROAR. haha.


We went for a speed boat ride to waterfalls and the scenery was FABULOUS. The speedboat was FAST and the feeling is INDESCRIBABLE.LOl. Only to realise that, we were left at the jetty ALONE to FIND a CORRECT TREK to the WATERFALL. haha...cameras entertained us along the way..and we FOUND IT!!! It was SO COOOL.

We had dinner and decided to shop for some stuff over at the mama shops there and there we were with bags of stuff while some who were tv-deprived starred faithfully at the tv that was outside a mama-shop for a v long time...haha..supper was great with small talks happening and of cos the ktv uncle who was ard too. haha..


Final day was good too. Had a sumptous breakkie and started snapping pics after we check-ed out. haha.


Overall, it was a simple but good trip. I wished such trips just could happen again. I think such trips are needed to boost the mood to carry on with life nowadays. hahah...=)





1:23 AM

Monday, June 30, 2008

1 word to describe the latest mood of myself - lazy.

I am lazy to do lots of things. Lazy to move, lazy to walk, lazy to meet, lazy to talk, lazy to shop, lazy to watch, lazy to initiate, lazy to wake, and 100o things more associated to that "L" word. OK, maybe the garfield comics I was into "motivated" me to be the lazy lump I am now. Thus, 老天 decided to work its power on me. I was given unwanted but tasks of no choice to complete. Haha.

Had to do my course registration for next semester last wk and i was forced to move my a** back to hostel n do cos my internet connection at home sucked. So, i did. And...i was forced to look thru a whole list of what i call silly electives cos' some modules i wanted didn't appear in my catalogue. Therefore, I had to look thru' for hours. My registration was 9.30am on a day till 12.30pm. I logged in at 9.31am and with the prepared set of modules for my own planned timetable, i was horrified! Walla! All vacancies showed "O" Big fat zeros only after a min from start of registration. Tadah! Even my CORE modules were gone. =.=

In the end, I spent a full 2hrs to look for REMAINING modules and waited for samaritans to give me pathetic space for my core modules and I just squeezed into the classes with 1 or 2 spacings left. Pfft. haha.

The horrible day came where i had to extract my 2 wisdom teeth, right top and bottom. Half of my face was paralyzed and numbed and I suddenly felt a tinge of sourness when I finally realised how stroke patients feel for the 1st time. I gargled my mouth and the water just spurt out relentlessly cos I cant control the muscles. The sound of the drilling and all were horrible but I tried looking calm and composed thru out. Finally the stitching were done and I was out with a swollen jaw.

It was liquid food for the 1st two days but I guess I was an adventurous person. I started eating rice..beehoon and whatever my mum cooked or bought without hesitating. My main idea was that as long as i shaft the food to the left side it will be fine. Which finally lead me to my doomsday...yesterday, I finally attacked a chicken wing and prata and it backstabbed me by poking my stitch that I howled in pain and tt was it. No more real biting for the day. I went on to eat soup spoon for dinner as well, when i went out later in the evening. OUCH. removing my stitches on thur and its gonna be another day of howling. >.<



Went for Jess bday too. It was fun meeting old sch mates again. Everyone had there lives moving on well and its nice to see the baldies toned up (uh..some of 'em) after the months of ns-hood. haha.






Met up frazzy for movie and lunch too~ its like..FINALLY. too bad the rest of the BG cant go but yup. Watched the movie "wanted" as well. Wow...its really good. Its more of a guy show with cool stunts + sleek cars + totally cool moves. The sound effect is wonderful too. I dun usually fancy such shows but thumbs up for this production man. =)



OK, gg to chinatown to pay for the tioman trip soon~ Yay! NExt wk next wk..i cant wait.




4:16 PM